Clearing

Waking up early on the last day of March I again wondered: what if the learning disabilities were intentionally being aggravated somehow? Almost too strange an idea to consider, but over the years I've learned that there is often more to the universe than we know. So I started scanning and almost immediately found something: information jamming structures that were similar to black magic but which came from a different realm.

Speaking as a shaman, I always easy to clear something once you find its true nature. The key is to find the correct things because they are so well hidden. Their secrecy creates their power. Once they are discovered they have no power whatsoever. If evil ever shows itself too easily you know you may need to look deeper because could be only seeing the surface and there could be something hidden behind it.

There was also someone using black magic on me for a cowardly personal reason. How pathetic. I felt much lighter after this work and found myself thinking more clearly.


In class, it was significantly easier to understand the maestra this time and I found I was able to pick up most of what she said. It was a great class. Before class though, a number of us had been discussing whether to stay or quit as today was the day to pay the tuition for the next month. It was a difficult choice for me and came down to the fact that I hadn't been learning well. I knew from experience that I could wake up the next day with the learning disabilities as bad as before if not worse. So even though today had been excellent, I thought I might be able to make better use of my time and decided to quit.

A few of us went to coffee afterwards and then to lunch on a beautiful balcony. We talked a lot about the class and my classmates said they decided to stay simply because they loved the maestra, even though a couple of them remarked that they felt they hadn't learned much either. Of course they weren't doing the extra studying that I was doing. I told them about the software programs that were available and about the discussion group at the library.

When I got home and checked my email, I had a wonderful message from a woman who had given me her card at the healing group the week before.

HI Mark

I couldn't wait until Thursday to tell you that I saw the lady you treated on Thursday. She was waiting for the next yoga class today and I was blown away by her transformation. I sat down and talked to her so was able to observe her closely. She was sitting straight with both shoulders even. Her face was totally balanced and her eyes were clear and bright and she wasn't shaking!!! She looked beautiful not ill and 10 years younger and I told her so. I got shivers just looking at her as i know I have been witness to a miracle.

This really lifted my spirits and I knew things were beginning to break.

I'd been wanting to contact Alicia and talk to her about the dark thing that I'd felt loosen up inside me after doing the reconnective healing work. It's funny how things happen sometimes. The next day I decided to simply carry my bags to my new apartment since it was only a few blocks away. So I started walking with my first load and a few blocks later someone called out to me from up the street. It was Alicia, wearing a large straw sombrero and waving. We began walking together and she said how impressed she was with the work I had done and that she wanted me to do some work on her! I told her about what happened to me after the second session and that I wanted her help so we agreed to contact each other later and trade sessions. This was a special honor for me because Alicia's family have been shamans for generations and she has spent much of her life studying shamanism. For her to consider me at her level was a welcome validation.

Alicia asked where I was going and offered to share a cab as she was heading home. We discussed what had happened in the second session in the healing group. I said that the issue that had shown up had appeared for a reason and would start showing up more in our healing sessions now. There was something very important happening with ancient energies that have been with us for aeons. Alicia agreed and we both felt we wanted to learn more about this. When we arrived at my new place, I told her that she had shown up at the perfect time.

My new apartment was quite large and in some ways very nice. Here are some pictures.

At first though didn't feel very comfortable there because it was indeed shady and it also still felt like someone else's place. So I found myself spending a lot more time out of the house walking around and working in the library. I began spending my evenings studying Spanish from different software programs that I had. I also went to Warren Hardy, the expensive prestigious Spanish school in town, and bought their Spanish KeyCards. I wanted to learn all the verb tenses as I felt very limited only knowing the present tense.

Things continued to go well for the rest of the week. The next day I did a healing session with Rachel from the healing group and our friend Wendy. I told Rachel I wanted to clear her elementals and with Wendy's help did a good hour of shamanic work with her. Wendy had to leave a little early so I finished the session on my own. (I got a report later that Rachel's friend had told her she looked totally different and she told me that she could see much better.)

But then Rachel wanted to work on me to return the favor. I was a bit worried as I didn't feel she was ready but channeled a technique for her to use on me and taught her how to do it. It only took a few minutes and I felt great afterwards. Also a big chunk of information flooded into me and I saw something very important that I'd never seen before. It was a big missing piece to the puzzle and a whole bunch of things started to make sense. (Later that night Stewart Swerdlow's newsletter came by email and had some important information on the same topic.)

After this I headed over to the library discussion group. Somehow I ended up at a table with two Spanish teachers. I told one of them about quitting university and he said that he was surprised the teacher only spoke Spanish as that makes it very difficult to learn. He says he speaks English except in his advanced classes. So it was encouraging to realize that I wasn't totally in left field.

Then at the end of the discussion a most interesting thing happened. A young woman came to our table and had a short discussion with those of us who were still there. At the end she asked me if I wanted to trade tutoring time with her as she wanted to learn more Spanish. I felt like I'd won the lottery. The next day we met in the library and worked on verbs for two hours. She was an excellent teacher and the time flew by. I felt that I hadn't taught her enough English but she wanted to meet the next week for another session. After she left another woman from the discussion table the day before came and joined me and we ended up going out for margaritas and having an excellent night together.

I'd also scheduled some travel time because I had some money from the refund of the deposit on Dave and Jo's apartment. So there is another story to tell and many pictures to show but that will be the topic of the next post and for that we'll be getting back to the normal stories. (Barney breathes a big sigh of relief, puts his margarita on the table, and begins to channel Neitschze.) But since this current story took up so many weeks of my time that I felt it was important to tell it.

However as much as I enjoyed the shift I knew from the patterns over the years it would not be long before the problems were reinstalled and the next attack came. All I could do was resort to my normal defensive measures and wait a bit before channeling any more information on physics. In the meantime, I had a field trip to enjoy.